Experiencing the RebEarth
The last few weeks I’ve been calling this time a planetary rebirth. It feels lonely, painful, and extraordinary.
I say RebEarth now to mark this era because it feels like the Earth is rebirthing.
I call it a RebEarth, because this time, instead of me thinking about my individual rebirth, I’m witnessing a Planetary rebirth. I watch with amusement, also I’m in pain over peoples struggles, and I watch the world with curiosity.
When you look up at the sky and it feels a little cleaner, or go to the store and the new normal thing is to look like robbers with masks on….and you have to spend a lot of time alone…..and can’t sit on the tables anymore at Erewhon….It’s not so bad, it’s just entriely different.
Where everyone is standing 6 feet away with the exception of a few of us who at the start of this pandemic, were still sort of breaking rules a little by giving a friend or two a hug, until we weren’t and these signs showed up…..and I’ve basically seen no one for a week at least. Maybe it’s been two, everything feels like years when it comes to growth…
I take pride in putting my health first. Right now more than ever, because I’m responsible for something really big, and I’ve been at it tirelessly with absolute comitment every day, and working late at night. It takes seriously hard work.
Linking the last posts to now
I went to my Doctor of Integrative Medicine, the best kept secret in the valley. I get my herbs for immunity, cycles, hair growth, energy, etc… The Emerald Man walked into the lobby after an immunity treatment IV, while I stood at the window to get my herbs. The Universe did several tricky maneuvers for us to find each other in that moment. Mostly so I could find out who it was that bought all my broth when everyone was clearing the shelves. It was him.
“I wanted to know who that was. I thanked you on instagram.” I said.
In my last post which was another paradigm, an old time, long ago, I mentioned that I would like to be in ancient times without phones, but then I would want to be in modern times so I wanted to enjoy this. The next thing I knew it felt like the world was going back in time. I also found out who the comedian was that I mentioned in the last post, because a week later the Angel Warrior pointed him out and told me who he was. It was a psychic move on his part, because he mentioned the guy while making a joke, and then 5 minutes later the comedian showed up.
It feels like nothing will ever be the way it was ever again.
When suddenly the neighborhoods look like they did when I was a kid. Less traffic on the road has been so peaceful.
I got to stop my car to wait for tiny children rolling with their homies in a tiny little electric power wheels car that I used to have when I was a kid in the neighborhood. On my left were kids on scooters and Parents hanging.
The sounds on the streets when I was taking a walk were surreal. It was people having fun.
How I know the earth is in a rebirth, is that I’ve experienced it over and over again myself. I have 5 Planets in Scorpio, which is the symbol of rebirth. It’s the one who Pheonix’s, and rises above. If I could explain it to you in short, it’s how I overcome painful situations, that empower me. When the situation is happening, one side of me knows what’s really going on, and the other side that’s healing really doesn’t enjoy it and wants it to be different because it can be, even if I can hear my higher self in the process telling me something else. And since I’m not responding from my higher self in those moments, it feels awful. I want to be myself all the way. However, the pain becomes useful to evolve. It’s also tough because I’m highly sensitive and easily able to enter another realm with someone.
I’m talking about rebirthing, because maybe some people right now are lonely, hurting, feeling scared… I have felt this a lot in my life. So I’m sharing it to say that I keep coming out of it better than before and it will be ok. I’ve also experienced some of the most beautiful moments in one quick snap…. .it’s better than ever again. I get big revelations, I experience incredible magic. I foresee things in the future that happen, but they happen in ways I couldn’t have imagined, that are so cool, or sometimes not so cool at all.
I go to sleep at night saying tomorrow will be the best day ever. I wake up with gratitude, meditation, and other exercises that get me into a transcended space. Some nights I wake up in the middle of the night with a human speaking to me telepathically, or a spirit, or my higher self. It’s a really intense trance state. If I don’t journal and meditate first thing in the morning, I act a little funny, which is why I enjoy sleeping alone so I can do what I need to.
The first week of the pandemic, people were acting so nice to me, so grateful, full of so much love and kindness. There was a whole new energy. I felt like people were finally getting it. They were blessing each other with wellness all over. I’ve found myself quickly learning to respond with more of my intuition and not from old spaces of uncertainty.
There’s a big shift happening, old ways are being cleaned out. A new beginning is emerging.
What I really love about people being at a 6 ft. distance from each other, is that no one can take that personally. It feels nice when people don’t take things personally.
I’m not waiting for the day the quarantine is over, I’m experiencing it. I’m watching people as they sort things out, and I find my way to communicate and find more intuitive responses. I’ve struggled for years with using language. I realized that I just really have a unique way of expressing and using words that might not make sense to everyone, so I don’t need to try too hard to explain things. I find myself in moments now where I know something doesn’t need to be said even if my brain thinks it should be. It doesn’t matter. The less it matters the more I accidentally channel words that just slip out of my mouth. It’s wild some of the things.
The farmers markets feel like some sort of boot camp, where people are standing guard and stopping you from walking a different way. And I feel like I’m in a DR. Suess story with stars upon thars. I started wearing a mask too, but I made sure to use the organic cotton fabric I designed myself. It has stars on it.
I’m used to breaking some rules (or what Vishen from Mindvalley would call brules) and following my own path and guidance, but I just noticed there are a lot of rules that actually feel good to follow that maybe I wasn’t. In fact I might start having fun with following more rules now, instead of having fun with not following rules and see what happens. I do follow rules with the highest integrity in the most important ways, but there are other ways I thought I didn’t need a rule for.
I have a rule, that if I’m in a car with a Man, he drives. That’s been a great rule, but there’s a rule I hear, that if you’re dating a Man, don’t drive to a Mans house to see him, he picks you up or meets you somewhere else, even if you know and trust him. I thought that was a terribly strange rule, but what would happen if I tried it? Just to see what would happen, or maybe it’s ok if I don’t.
I realized this when the “swat team” at the farmers market stopped me from J walking. They weren’t an official officer and yet, they had a crazy big clear boundary about it, not that they could really stop me. I did stop. I found the crosswalk, and it felt really nice. And then on my way out, I J walked, because that felt right in that moment. The swat team didn’t like it but they sort of let go for a second.
The last few weeks I have experienced non stop action, seriously hard work, super adventurous moments, a lot of sad loneliness, and big changes. Can’t wait to share more!
May all beings be healthy, loved, cared for, have companionship, sweet dreams, and magic.