It’s something else….

I started writing this post a few weeks before the pandemic started, and it’s become more prevalent now. And then I almost posted it last month, and it became even more important now. From the moment the pandemic happened it was like a sudden shock and nothing would be the same kind of normal it was ever again. I have been through so many sudden changes and challenges that I’ve learned how to rise above and be amused.

Transmissions at night can be misunderstood really easily. One time I saw an alien face, but it wasn’t actually an alien. Maybe in some dimension it was, but it wasn’t. It was a frequency that was being vibrated for me to show me something that I understood based on my own experience. I was able to safely understand the lesson in a powerful way because I understood what it was about. The transmission I’m going to talk about was pretty clear in its own sort of way.

The Story I Wrote A Few Months Ago

A while back, the Viking Angel asked me a question.

“Are we on different paths that continue to widen as time goes on?”

We’re all expanding, and the journey is in prioritizing expansion, growth and evolution.

This transmission was something I received last year.

I woke up to a vision of two paths and a voice clearly explained to me, “it’s not about taking the road less or more traveled by and going down that one long road. It’s something else.” The vision changed into this vivid picture of intricate roads moving all around, trees, non road areas….. it looked like I was looking at a magic forest map. The voice continued to say, “it’s about steering in every which way that makes up your path.” Suddenly, the energy was moving around the map in twists and turns, sideways, up ways, a lot of ways. I’ll admit I don’t remember the exact words the voice said other than “it’s about steering”, and then showing me energy moving about the map in all sorts of different ways. It was very vivid and intense, until I left the “in between state”.

Just when the pandemic started and I went to my last sculp class, a mysterious Man who pops in to my world at times when I find myself alone, told me he was entertained by watching how things unfold right now,  and what new choices people make. “It’s like because of what’s going on, we’re veering from one direction to another.” he said.

That’s what the transmission was saying. He asked if he should text me to get some coffee later and I responded, “I like phone calls. And tea!” I’ve really tried to get good at texting, but I honestly miss when people just did phone calls, or randomly showing up at your house so long as you trust them. Texting is a strange paradigm.

When I’m lucky enough to experience a midnight awakening journey transmission, the best way I can describe it, is it’s pure vibration. I purposefully don’t use herbs like marijuana. This is a natural state without the need for anything to help with it. Recently, someone called me after they had taken ayahuasca, and I went along for the ride, meaning I felt the energy of it. I took video of myself. My eyes were wide open, I felt awake and alive, like I had moved a lot of energy. It was like a homeopathic indirect experience for me, and I really love having the experience in that way. Probably no one should ever turn on the phone on ayahuasca, but it makes sense that that happened to me.

Steering My Path

I remember a couple years ago, I was standing on a trail in Topanga. I happened to be in just enough reception to answer the phone. I was standing in the middle of the path. I stopped to talk on the phone. It was a Wizard Doctor who wanted me to go towards his direction. He wanted me to make a choice. He asked me which direction I would go in. He really wanted me to make a decision in that moment. I looked at each side of the trail as I stood there. It sounded like he wanted me to take one particular direction. As if there were only two choices. “I don’t know which way to go.” I said.

Long story short, I didn’t go in his direction or in another linear direction. Even though I cried to him once with an ailing wrist, saying, ” I don’t want to carry boxes anymore!” He said it wasn’t feminine to carry boxes, and I shouldn’t do it.

(Today, I still do carry boxes. And I do it in heels too. I also let people help me, and I dance, and I donate food to people who need it.)

I steered around my path, by not going in one straight direction. We don’t have to think about going in the road less traveled by or more traveled by. We don’t need to go on one long road. It’s not one long road that keeps going. It’s a series of movements and lots of roads. We are a series of movements, dancing.

Peculiar Directions

Several years ago when Soup Sorceress was birthing, I realized I had gotten there because of all the twists and turns, risks, downfalls, and achievements I had made. I look at the product, and I just think about her imperfections. No one else could possibly know the journey it took to do that thing.

Everyone was calling me a chef, because I was doing a lot of creative things with seasonal foods, out of the excitement and joy of vegetables. Which seemed like a particular road. I didn’t feel like a chef or call myself one. I’m a Soup Sorceress, that is going around creating magic positive spells, whether I’m cooking or just popping in for a visit. A creative, delicate flower, energetically sensitive, intuitive being, bringing new flavors and attention to soups with the addition of medicinal herbs. Yes, I can cook all kinds of things. Though, when it came to pinpointing a direction to which others can understand more easily, the Universe chose “Soup Sorceress”. I’m following the direction of my stars in unique ways.

Following my Stars

I believe that if I keep going in the direction of following my stars here there and everywhere, in any given moment, it leads to the best series of movements made just for me. Stars aren’t roads. My wish is that we will all be able to follow our stars in every guided moment, that leads to the most wonderful moments that are unique just for us.

It’s to say, I don’t see roads and paths to travel on. I see us all as Angels in Recovery, wandering along the Universe in our own movements, healing traumas and finding our unique way. Going in circles, long ways, side ways, up ways, down ways, all the ways. Ways of going back to a spot you landed with more gifts for it, ways to navigate in a whole new way, ways to disappear from something that is toxic, all to expand us deeper. Eventually, everyone heals.

Last time I heard from the Angel Warrior on my “in between telepathic device” (the phone), I told him if he’s going in another direction that will just free me to another direction, towards the next characters. (Not that we were ever in a direction, it’s just how that came out.) I made the mistake of using the word direction, it wasn’t what I meant and I knew that as I said it. But I also knew he would fix that word for me, as if he was a part of me because little did he know we were on the same page, except that I really needed him to say it. Maybe it’s how I see the masculine, to fill in my own ideas once in a while, so that I feel more safe with my ideas. He said  what I wanted him to say as if it was me. He said, “it’s not a direction.” As we closed our phone ceremony with “I love you’s”, and the clock began turning to 11:11pm, and then silence as I listened to the canyon air.

Back at Erewhon

The next day I dropped off a new case of broth to Erewhon, and someone placed one on top of the others. My broth was on a pedestal. The synchronicity about this, is a much longer story for another time, but it made sense. After all the years in my 20s that I put someone else on a pedestal who I thought was more of a spiritual teacher than me, I was pretty happy to see this moment. I liked it. I thought maybe I should move it so it doesn’t fall and break, and I thought, “no I think I’ll leave it right there where it belongs. On my own pedestal.”

Two days later the Angel Warrior was right where we last saw each other at Erewhon the last time we ran into each other. Holding a cart like last time. Same exact spot. I threw my stuff in his cart since I didn’t have a bag, so I could properly say Hello. It looked like I was just dumping my emotions in his cart, as I began to explain I wasn’t feeling quite right in that moment. We sat down on the upside down benches and took off our masks for a moment. I knew if I said I wanted to take a picture of that moment that we would be interrupted by a store official. So I said it, and then the store official came out to stop us. We quickly stood up and followed the rules of the store.

“I didn’t need that anyway,” I said. But it was rare to sit out in front of a market, masks off, these days, very rare. I wanted a photo like that to look at 10 years later, to see how much this time shifted the future.

More Erewhon Characters

Soon after that, the Emerald Man showed up to tell me the big secret in my ear, from (a very trustworthy secret human we know), that the real conspiracy is it’s all 5G. That was right after I ran into a farmer.

“HI!”

“Oh the witch.”

“No, it’s Sorceress. I passed by your farm yesterday and I was going to ask you what you have growing.”

“Wait a second. Are you saying you had the intuition to come to my farm and you didn’t do it?” She said sharply.

I looked up and to the left.

“The answer isn’t over there, it’s over here.” She said.

As I looked right at her and said, “Well, that’s right, but I decided to have some ocean time, and contact you later, and now we’re here.” Trying to get her to understand that I found her the next day anyway.

“Wait a second you went to the ocean?”

“I parked next to it on PCH.”

It’s her medicinal herbs for my broth that I want. She’s got something special.  She’s a connected lady.

A Funny Transmission 

Sometimes my transmissions at night are funny. Like the other night Michael Beckwith pointed his finger right in my face and used a lot of energy towards me, just a big point to me to awaken me, and in that same moment I woke up to my Sons cat placing it’s paw on my face where Beckwith pointed in my face. I awoke!

May all beings be happy and on their own maneuvering swervy unique destiny. May all beings to do what they love. May all beings evolve and transcend. 

It’s not he road less traveled by, it’s veering through my stars……

Love,

Kali Star