Ladies Night

Misty gently cupped her hands around the dragon fly in my car, who traveled with us from Ojai to Topanga.

“Look we have a friend.” She said.

“The dragonfly wanted a ride to Topanga, it’s out to experience a whole new world.” I said.

She let it go, as she gently opened her hands out the window. A Dragon Fly is symbolic of breaking through illusions and bringing visions of power. We talked about our visions on the way to Ojai. Whether or not we would both move to Hawaii, and other fun ideas.

We had traveled to Ojai to see a beautiful, outdoor dance show, and we made reservations for “The Ranch House”.

To make a reservation, you need to answer a few questions. “Are you coming for business or pleasure?” and “What are your company names?” They most certainly liked our company names.

When we arrived, it resembled the “Inn of the Seventh Ray” in Topanga. It has a little bit of that vibe, and upon stepping in, I felt “The Ranch House” was just as sweet, with more focus on local organic, ingredients. They have a rose garden, a piano, and an all around comforting setting. Every flavor in the dinner was delicious, but I’ll tell you about the soup.

I have strong feelings about soup. This is one of the loveliest restaurants I’ve been to. I have mostly felt that the attention to soups in restaurants are lacking. Though, I can appreciate simplicity, especially when using fresh ingredients from farmers I know, it’s funny to me that there isn’t as much attention to soups as there are desserts. I don’t see that as a criticism. More as an overall, universal truth. It has more to do with the demand of customers and what business are catering to. Much like in super markets, where we’re seeing a tiny portion of what the earth has available to us.

I notice that, many nice restaurants have a baker. They dedicate their time to making the breads, pastries, and treats, to look and taste remarkable. Sugary treats, excite people, and it’s an incredible art. I’m more excited about dressing up a soup. It’s the healthiest thing I can imagine eating. It doesn’t seem to excite people as much as a sugary chocolate flourless cake drizzled with fresh berry sauce, but it’s so worthy of our attention. There are billions of ways to make a soup exciting, and I’ve only made about 800 of them.

If every restaurant had a Soup Sorceress, like they had a baker, the world would be really fun and healthy.

This sugar snap pea soup, tasted fresh, and nice. And with a few little magic touches on top, a crunchy pickled, sugar snap pea, with a dash of freshly cracked pink pepper, or other little crunchy bits of veggies with fresh herbs and spices……It would have been a real experience! Much like the salad was a delightful experience, bursting with various flavors.

One of my soups I sold at Erewhon back in the day, with pickled snap peas, red veined sorrel, and calendula flowers.

If there’s anyone that knows how much work it takes to even just create the base of a soup with only fresh ingredients, much less creating a whole beautiful world on top of the base, it’s me! I’m merely stating my wishes and dreams in the new world, and what I aim to bless it with.

The delicious and gorgeous salad! So fresh!

Though I can understand, why more attention is placed on the crunchy salad with fresh dressing, or the plate of salmon with duck egg sauce and farro. I still imagine the days when soups get as much attention as desserts. The Soup Sorceress in the background, with focus, imagination, and magic, creating something that lights up our hearts.

Stay Healthy Love Bugs,

~Kali

The Butterfly Transformation

In time everything makes sense.

2020 Predictions

There was one thing I was sure of today. That Teal Swans 2020 predictions were accurate.

I never doubted it.

I don’t remember the whole video, and I’m not going back to look at it because I’m not watching YouTube right now, or really anyones videos for the time being.

I remember three things in the video.

*Secrets will come out.

*People will be afraid of getting into relationships.

*There will be people taking to the streets protesting.

Like tonight as I write this, and I listen to popping sounds and helicopters.

This year, I revealed part of my biggest secret to the Angel Warrior who I know I can trust with it.

And a few weeks ago, my Dad who lives in China, revealed his secret. That I have a new Brother. He waited over 2 years to tell us. He’s the 7th child, born two hours after my Birthday, which is on the 7th.

That means my 15 year old Son, has a 1 and a half year old Uncle. I finally watched some videos of my new Brother in China tonight, and I cried.

Butterfly Blessing

Tonight in LA, our phones were alerted several times with the curfew. It’s scary to think people might be being hurt. I don’t like violence. I can only work to bring health and happiness to the Earth, the best I can.

In the same day, the cosmic spirit of the butterfly blessed me with my next initiation, as a butterfly. How it happened was a series of synchronicities and transformation.

Last week I felt compelled to get some purple butterfly glasses. I came across them and let my instincts buy them. I wouldn’t normally.

Cleaning Out the Old

….fast as I can.

I have been cleaning out so much.

Deleting phone numbers.

Letting go of old clothes.

Putting things in the trash that I don’t want.

Cleaning out and cleaning out.

It occurred to me, guided by my Women’s group, that something might be carrying energy that I don’t want. As we talked about that in a four hour call, some messages came in from a Man who shouldn’t be messaging me, in that way. It was very peculiar. Without engaging in a low level message, that’s when I realized I still had the dream catcher that we had in our house for many years. I took it out of the room, so I could figure out what the next step was, what to do with it. That night he was in my dream, as I vented away old energy.

If ever you feel bad to throw something out that carries old energy. Don’t. Just stop feeling bad. This was once a gift from my Mother, so I felt bad for a while, but it carried its purpose, and now its purpose was to be cleared away for good. To end all past energy.

Burn It

I asked my Angel Team what I should do with the Dream Catcher.

“Oh you can’t give that away, you gotta burn that.” A whispering Angel said as she listened to Michael Bekwiths Sunday morning service.

I lit up, “omg you are right! What was I thinking.”

I checked the internet for further reference, and it turns out that is what needs to be done with it. It’s just not quite enough to throw it away. Giving it to someone wouldn’t be good for them. Wait….this gets magical.

Protector of my tiny fire.

Lucky for me, the Earth Angel showed up the next day. I asked him to be my fire safety Man, and make sure I did this correctly.

He’s a Capricorn, Taurus rising with his Venus in Capricorn. I can hear his thoughts quite easily because he’s concerned with rules, safety, and considering others.

I had to beg him a bit to help me, but he did.

“Where do you want to do it?” He said.

As he was asking the question, or really just a moment before, my instinct led me to……”right there.” I pointed. “That area on the soil, next to pond. I didn’t have to think, or consider any other option, that was it. I felt the energy in that spot.

We walked towards it.

Before we started I said hello to a beautiful bird, that was blessing the area, and a beautiful butterfly that insisted on hanging around. That’s when I realized I was in the right spot. Just when I started to burn the dream catcher, I could feel the light brushes of wind from the butterfly, flapping its wings around me. As I burned the old for the good of my next transformation….

Butterfly Kisses

Suddenly…..for the first time in my life, a butterfly landed on my back, right when I was burning the dream catcher and I was wearing my butterfly glasses.

Towards the end of the burning, as the fire grew greater, the butterfly kissed my head and flew back to its rock while it flapped its wings open and closed, resting and loving itself.

Rebirth & Transformation

That’s right.

That’s all it took.

After the last few years of holding onto something I didn’t want, for fear of feeling bad because it was a gift, the energy was peacefully and safely dissipated. What’s more important than keeping a thing you don’t know if you want? Evolving… Transcending… Transforming.

Sometimes the old has to go, this one burned away. The butterfly emerges from it’s kucoon. It’s no coincidence that I was dying my Kucoon Designs, onesie, purple last night.

It gets better. Over the last few weeks, I’ve upgraded my labels, and got a new face drawn on my logo by my favorite artist, so that it carries the right vibration. And the Universe guided me to creating a new flavor towards what I think is the best medicinal broth I’ve made yet. The synchronicities with this flavor is a story of a couple of years time. Story coming soon….. I’ve been so patient, even though I am angsty working at what I know can come true. Sometimes, the best things come when we are patient with the process.

Logo by Shawn Berry @ourfirstnature, Face Sketch by Sean Colgin @seancolginarts

May all beings transform. May all beings be happy. May all beings be safe and healthy.

Happy butterfly dreams to you.

It’s not the road less traveled by…..

It’s something else….

I started writing this post a few weeks before the pandemic started, and it’s become more prevalent now. And then I almost posted it last month, and it became even more important now. From the moment the pandemic happened it was like a sudden shock and nothing would be the same kind of normal it was ever again. I have been through so many sudden changes and challenges that I’ve learned how to rise above and be amused.

Transmissions at night can be misunderstood really easily. One time I saw an alien face, but it wasn’t actually an alien. Maybe in some dimension it was, but it wasn’t. It was a frequency that was being vibrated for me to show me something that I understood based on my own experience. I was able to safely understand the lesson in a powerful way because I understood what it was about. The transmission I’m going to talk about was pretty clear in its own sort of way.

The Story I Wrote A Few Months Ago

A while back, the Viking Angel asked me a question.

“Are we on different paths that continue to widen as time goes on?”

We’re all expanding, and the journey is in prioritizing expansion, growth and evolution.

This transmission was something I received last year.

I woke up to a vision of two paths and a voice clearly explained to me, “it’s not about taking the road less or more traveled by and going down that one long road. It’s something else.” The vision changed into this vivid picture of intricate roads moving all around, trees, non road areas….. it looked like I was looking at a magic forest map. The voice continued to say, “it’s about steering in every which way that makes up your path.” Suddenly, the energy was moving around the map in twists and turns, sideways, up ways, a lot of ways. I’ll admit I don’t remember the exact words the voice said other than “it’s about steering”, and then showing me energy moving about the map in all sorts of different ways. It was very vivid and intense, until I left the “in between state”.

Just when the pandemic started and I went to my last sculp class, a mysterious Man who pops in to my world at times when I find myself alone, told me he was entertained by watching how things unfold right now,  and what new choices people make. “It’s like because of what’s going on, we’re veering from one direction to another.” he said.

That’s what the transmission was saying. He asked if he should text me to get some coffee later and I responded, “I like phone calls. And tea!” I’ve really tried to get good at texting, but I honestly miss when people just did phone calls, or randomly showing up at your house so long as you trust them. Texting is a strange paradigm.

When I’m lucky enough to experience a midnight awakening journey transmission, the best way I can describe it, is it’s pure vibration. I purposefully don’t use herbs like marijuana. This is a natural state without the need for anything to help with it. Recently, someone called me after they had taken ayahuasca, and I went along for the ride, meaning I felt the energy of it. I took video of myself. My eyes were wide open, I felt awake and alive, like I had moved a lot of energy. It was like a homeopathic indirect experience for me, and I really love having the experience in that way. Probably no one should ever turn on the phone on ayahuasca, but it makes sense that that happened to me.

Steering My Path

IMG_6247I remember a couple years ago, I was standing on a trail in Topanga. I happened to be in just enough reception to answer the phone. I was standing in the middle of the path. I stopped to talk on the phone. It was a Wizard Doctor who wanted me to go towards his direction. He wanted me to make a choice. He asked me which direction I would go in. He really wanted me to make a decision in that moment. I looked at each side of the trail as I stood there. It sounded like he wanted me to take one particular direction. As if there were only two choices. “I don’t know which way to go.” I said.

Long story short, I didn’t go in his direction or in another linear direction. Even though I cried to him once with an ailing wrist, saying, ” I don’t want to carry boxes anymore!” He said it wasn’t feminine to carry boxes, and I shouldn’t do it.

(Today, I still do carry boxes. And I do it in heels too. I also let people help me, and I dance, and I donate food to people who need it.)

IMG_6272I steered around my path, by not going in one straight direction. We don’t have to think about going in the road less traveled by or more traveled by. We don’t need to go on one long road. It’s not one long road that keeps going. It’s a series of movements and lots of roads. We are a series of movements, dancing.

Peculiar Directions

Several years ago when Soup Sorceress was birthing, I realized I had gotten there because of all the twists and turns, risks, downfalls, and achievements I had made. I look at the product, and I just think about her imperfections. No one else could possibly know the journey it took to do that thing.

Everyone was calling me a chef, because I was doing a lot of creative things with seasonal foods, out of the excitement and joy of vegetables. Which seemed like a particular road. I didn’t feel like a chef or call myself one. I’m a Soup Sorceress, that is going around creating magic positive spells, whether I’m cooking or just popping in for a visit. A creative, delicate flower, energetically sensitive, intuitive being, bringing new flavors and attention to soups with the addition of medicinal herbs. Yes, I can cook all kinds of things. Though, when it came to pinpointing a direction to which others can understand more easily, the Universe chose “Soup Sorceress”. I’m following the direction of my stars in unique ways.

Following my Stars

IMG_1242I believe that if I keep going in the direction of following my stars here there and everywhere, in any given moment, it leads to the best series of movements made just for me. Stars aren’t roads. My wish is that we will all be able to follow our stars in every guided moment, that leads to the most wonderful moments that are unique just for us.

It’s to say, I don’t see roads and paths to travel on. I see us all as Angels in Recovery, wandering along the Universe in our own movements, healing traumas and finding our unique way. Going in circles, long ways, side ways, up ways, down ways, all the ways. Ways of going back to a spot you landed with more gifts for it, ways to navigate in a whole new way, ways to disappear from something that is toxic, all to expand us deeper. Eventually, everyone heals.

Last time I heard from the Angel Warrior on my “in between telepathic device” (the phone), I told him if he’s going in another direction that will just free me to another direction, towards the next characters. (Not that we were ever in a direction, it’s just how that came out.) I made the mistake of using the word direction, it wasn’t what I meant and I knew that as I said it. But I also knew he would fix that word for me, as if he was a part of me because little did he know we were on the same page, except that I really needed him to say it. Maybe it’s how I see the masculine, to fill in my own ideas once in a while, so that I feel more safe with my ideas. He said  what I wanted him to say as if it was me. He said, “it’s not a direction.” As we closed our phone ceremony with “I love you’s”, and the clock began turning to 11:11pm, and then silence as I listened to the canyon air.

Back at Erewhon

IMG_6177The next day I dropped off a new case of broth to Erewhon, and someone placed one on top of the others. My broth was on a pedestal. The synchronicity about this, is a much longer story for another time, but it made sense. After all the years in my 20s that I put someone else on a pedestal who I thought was more of a spiritual teacher than me, I was pretty happy to see this moment. I liked it. I thought maybe I should move it so it doesn’t fall and break, and I thought, “no I think I’ll leave it right there where it belongs. On my own pedestal.”

Two days later the Angel Warrior was right where we last saw each other at Erewhon the last time we ran into each other. Holding a cart like last time. Same exact spot. I threw my stuff in his cart since I didn’t have a bag, so I could properly say Hello. It looked like I was just dumping my emotions in his cart, as I began to explain I wasn’t feeling quite right in that moment. We sat down on the upside down benches and took off our masks for a moment. I knew if I said I wanted to take a picture of that moment that we would be interrupted by a store official. So I said it, and then the store official came out to stop us. We quickly stood up and followed the rules of the store.

“I didn’t need that anyway,” I said. But it was rare to sit out in front of a market, masks off, these days, very rare. I wanted a photo like that to look at 10 years later, to see how much this time shifted the future.

More Erewhon Characters

Soon after that, the Emerald Man showed up to tell me the big secret in my ear, from (a very trustworthy secret human we know), that the real conspiracy is it’s all 5G. That was right after I ran into a farmer.

“HI!”

“Oh the witch.”

“No, it’s Sorceress. I passed by your farm yesterday and I was going to ask you what you have growing.”

“Wait a second. Are you saying you had the intuition to come to my farm and you didn’t do it?” She said sharply.

I looked up and to the left.

“The answer isn’t over there, it’s over here.” She said.

As I looked right at her and said, “Well, that’s right, but I decided to have some ocean time, and contact you later, and now we’re here.” Trying to get her to understand that I found her the next day anyway.

“Wait a second you went to the ocean?”

“I parked next to it on PCH.”

It’s her medicinal herbs for my broth that I want. She’s got something special.  She’s a connected lady.

A Funny Transmission 

Sometimes my transmissions at night are funny. Like the other night Michael Beckwith pointed his finger right in my face and used a lot of energy towards me, just a big point to me to awaken me, and in that same moment I woke up to my Sons cat placing it’s paw on my face where Beckwith pointed in my face. I awoke!

May all beings be happy and on their own maneuvering swervy unique destiny. May all beings to do what they love. May all beings evolve and transcend. 

It’s not he road less traveled by, it’s veering through my stars……

Love,

Kali Star

 

 

Falling Towers and Split Pea Soup

IMG_5281This post is a story that’s a little about the “me too” movement, a devastating tower moment, and what inspired me to make this heart warming split pea soup. Recipe below.

The Angel Warrior

I was out to dinner with an Angel Warrior, but there was a problem. I ordered split pea soup and an artichoke. The split pea soup was a pile of mush of peas, with no seasoning. Literally, it was like a thick swamp that Shrek would swim in, and even he wouldn’t enjoy eating it. In front of me was a Man, feeding my Soul, so I was happy.

“We need a Soup Sorceress in every restaurant, like we have bakers,” I said.

It was a dark time. The Angel Warrior had a glaze over his eyes, mouth dropping, as he peered at his phone then back to me to try to hear me but he couldn’t. He just couldn’t at all. A girl was threatening to spread lies about him all over the internet. Maybe in her mind it wasn’t a lie. He was being “me too’d”. I only know him as the purest and kindest heart and soul, who is loving and respectful. I am someone who survived abuse in the past, so I take it all seriously. I’ve seen and experienced a lot, and he’s far from being a harmful human.

I watched him as he felt the wonderful things he created begin to crumble before him. As positive as he could turn the situation, this was challenging on another level.

I feel like it’s important to address that sometimes there are really good Men being accused of things that aren’t true, and people are afraid. I also know how challenging of a road it’s been for me in the past to express boundaries to Men, so that things are clear, and not just expect them to read my mind and lead the way. Which can cause little situations of discomfort that can ultimately be addressed between the two in a way that will help both people grow. I am fully in support of helping other Women understand their own boundaries and feelings. I’m refining mine all the time, and I’ve come a long way. When people claim to be abused in a situation, but really weren’t, it’s incredibly harmful to the other person.

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Tis the season of Retrograde in Pisces, so our ability to transcend through challenges right now is what we can enjoy focusing on.

The Funny Soup

“You must love that soup,” someone said, as I plopped a spoon into the mush and put it in my mouth to make sure I didn’t go too hungry. I was just laughing inside, I was really happy with my artichoke.

“If restaurants paid as much attention to the beautiful art of soup like our wonderfully artistic bakers, the world would be better for it.”

The waitress came by with the check and said, “do you want to take your soup home?”

“No thank you.”

She seemed surprised.

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We walked out the door. “How would you do a split pea soup?” The Angel Warrior said. I closed my mouth at any possible snotty comment that could’ve accidentally spit out of me about bad soups. Just kidding, I’m not criticizer, I’m a transformer. I was excited. I began envisioning. I went to Erewhon a couple of days later and picked up the peas.

The Internet Exploded and the Tower Crashed

Several days later the threat became real, and the internet was swarmed with rumors about him. I didn’t know what had happened yet, and I went to yoga feeling really sad and heavy. It was so challenging! I looked at the front desk and picked out two bracelets. It was time for me to get a new one after the last one fell off. It keeps me in a happier feminine vibe. I suppose if I wasn’t so sad, I wouldn’t have been compelled in that moment to pick up what I needed.

The purpose of the little bracelet was to set your intention. I chose to spread love and joy to all beings. The other bracelet was rose quartz.

IMG_5298Unable to stick around the house after a call with the Angel Warrior, finding out the tower was falling, I went to Erewhon for lunch.

When the tower falls something more beautiful arises. Though, when the tower is falling it can be tumultuous.

I sat alone with my soup. There’s no food that makes me feel better and so balanced. Never under estimate the power of a good, warm, healthy soup. Take it in slow. Set an intention and blessing for it to fill your body with heart and soul. Really feel that in each bite. You will feel so magical in your space. When I started making soups with the best ingredients, inspirations, and intentions, it changed my life. I’m pretty sure there’s nothing healthier.

I cried a few times that day. I just felt like there was such an injustice to him, and anyone who is being accused of something that isn’t true.

Stop to Smell the Roses

Even though I knew that everything would be ok at some point. I couldn’t look at the internet. Nothing inside my body and mind wanted to. I’ve been ignoring facebook for at least 3 years, so it was easy. I got home to tell my Psychic Wizard Angel about it, as he laid in his bed half asleep.

“Hello, little cute Elf!” I said cheerfully with the intention power of my bracelet!

“What’s going on?”

I told him what happened to the Angel Warrior.

“Don’t put any attention to them”, he said with his eyes closed and a sleepy voice. “Just rise above it. Don’t go into their pig trough on the internet.”

IMG_5300So I took a walk, and smelled the roses.

I thought about myself a year from now, looking back; that I will remember this as a time where the inevitable unfolding process of transcending consciousness took a step forward, which I know will happen soon, as the truth comes to light. In the best way for all beings.

Blessings For All

May the truth come to light in ways that will help more and more beings heal to higher levels then we ever realized. May all beings transcend. May all beings be honest. May all beings see truth.  May all beings be in their fullest expression. May all beings feel the freedom of being who they really are.

Split Pea Soup

Here’s my version of split pea soup. I plan to work on this even more, but I promise you it’s a good one.

No need to put a lot of split peas. Just some is enough, but definitely put twice as much as I did, if you feel like it. Use any in season veggies you have available. This is what I used.

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10 servings

22 cups of water

1 cauliflower

1 big parsnip

2 1/2 cups of split peas (one package)

Baby Tat Soi

Leeks

Rosemary

Calendula Flowers on top

Olive Oil

Lemon

salt and pepper

~Chop the leeks and boil the water with the leeks and rosemary in it.

~Add the split peas and simmer for 3o minutes.

~Add the chopped cauliflower and parsnips.

~Simmer for 10 more minutes.

~Turn of the heat and add tat soi, or any green you like.

~Top the soup with olive oil, lemon, and calendula flowers.